Friday, October 15, 2010

Microwaved


Today, some of Dan's tumors got cooked.

We drove to the hospital early today and were greeted by amazing fog rolling over the Golden Gate. Despite the reasoning for the trip, it's so nice to be back home in Northern California.

Anyway, Dan got checked in, prepped, and was ready to go on time...too bad the anesthesiologist was not ready to go until 2 hours later. (I hope she had an emergency!) Finally, Dan got taken down to the procedure room and I was allowed to follow him until it came time for the anesthesia. He was already on the table when the docs let us know his blood levels were low (platelets 79, H&H 8.9-9.5). They were worried about needing to transfuse, but felt confident about proceeding.

After about 3 hours waiting, Dr. Sze came out to let us know everything went well. The 2 biggest tumors were fried/melted leaving some dead tissue to be resorbed by the liver eventually. His liver still hasn't grown much, so it seems like going with radio-frequency ablation (RFA) was a much better idea than surgery. Also, the last 2 tumors are very small (watermelon seed sized) and not growing. This means that Dan can wait a few months before another RFA cycle. To Dan's delight, he can probably get his hip replaced before he starts school. We'll have to scramble to find a surgeon, but it could happen.

Tonight, Dan will stay in the hospital for observation. His new wound is only a couple centimeters and covered with a big band aid, but there is still a chance for bleeding. The chance is low, but it's safer for him to be here tonight. Also, he can get the "good" pain meds. Though, he says it just feels like he got punched in the ribs. He has already talked the nurse into removing one of his IVs by mentioning that they could leave the bigger gauge in his hand so that the one is AC wouldn't beep at night. Good grief, he's a pro. He ate dinner fine and hopefully, it will stay down because he is already asking for more food!

Please be praying that Dan's liver heals fine and that there is no internal bleeding resulting from the procedure. Also, pray his good eating continues (he's halfway to his pre-Whipple weight!) and that his pain can be easily controlled. Finally, pray we can get some sleep tonight and get out of here safely tomorrow morning. We're hoping to drive to our apartment on Sunday with a healthy Dan :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Exhaustion


So, I just woke up...at 4:45 pm. This is becoming normal. I've been working night shift (6:45p to 7:45a) for about 6 weeks (about 3 weeks without a preceptor), and I like it. Except, I don't have much of a life. I'm always sleeping when others are awake. Usually, my days off makeup for it, but the last couple weeks have been the exception. Due to Dan's procedure coming up, I've had to pack in all my shifts into a tight time-frame. Also, since I work nights, I sleep a little before the shift and then go to bed after. Dan says it wastes 2 days for each shift. He isn't a fan.
Anyway, I'm saying all this to just explain if I'm a bit of a grump lately. I like my job and am very thankful for it. I am just exhausted. Here's my schedule since last Friday:

Fri: work
Sat: work
Sun: sleep
Mon: work
Tues: sleep
Wed: work
Thurs: work
Fri: get ready for Dan's procedure, do housework, sleep
Sat: housework, sleep
Sun: church, work (Today)
Mon: work
Tues: pack, sleep
Wed: work
Thurs: get home at 8am, shower, drive to SR
Fri: wake up early, drive to Stanford, Dan's procedure, overnight stay (hopefully)
Sat: drive back to SR (Hopefully), sleep
Sun: drive back to La Habra

I also say all of this to remind you all that Dan is honestly the man. He takes care of the cat, makes sure I eat occasionally, cleans the house (kinda :)), pays the bills, cooks me dinner before work, encourages me to do what I love and to lean on the Lord when I hate what I am doing. He is wonderful and the perfect calm to my constant busyness. I hope I can be this supportive when he starts working.

Dan's procedure is this coming Friday at 8am. It should be an overnight hospital stay as long as there are no complications. Please pray for an easy procedure and recovery. And pray that it is successful! He'll need to have this same procedure one more time, so also pray that my boss will be understanding when I need to ask for a special schedule again next month.
One last thing: pray for energy and endurance for me. I am tired.

Well, I'm going to go eat my hubby's yummy dinner, drink my Diet Dr. Pepper (DDP) and put on my scrubs. It's time for work.